When my Mom passed away last year, I immediately started looking for signs that she was watching over us. She was “red” to me. Meaning, if I think of a color that reminds me of her, it is red. So when I saw red skies, I said “Hi Mom”. When I saw a red cardinal, I would say “Hi Mom”. Even my kids started doing it when they saw red skies and red birds. It warms my heart. But lately, I have been wondering, is she really there looking at us? Is she here with us? Maybe I have been watching too many episodes of “Long Island Medium,” but I seriously wanted to hear from my Mom…in some way shape or form. I even went as far as to look up how to make an appointment with the “Long Island Medium”.
Now back up a couple of days. When I went on my Brandcation – Blog Cabin trip there were event sponsors. Some sponsors gave food, some toys, but there was one I was really interested in looking at and it was a gift from Lou Babs & Moogs. They gave us Flying Wish Paper.
Along with the Flying Wish Paper was a note that read:
“I’ve selected this gift item for you because I believe everyone should have the opportunity to take part in this little piece of magic. …you will certainly have the perfect message for your wish paper! Then, when you light it up and watch it fly away – you’ll see that it’s really a message with wings; one that takes a journey above and beyond to help your dreams come true. Such a fun little gift and yet so full of promise!”
I don’t think they realized what I was going to wish for. I made three wishes, my kids each made one. I don’t know what their wishes were, and I will keep two of mine a secret. However, on one sheet of paper I wrote, “Please let my Mom show me she is here with us.”
We followed the instructions.
We lit the paper.
And watched it burn.
Until the very end, and then, it flew.
And flew.
And kept flying.
My wish about my Mom had just flown away….My kids and I enjoyed lighting the rest of our wishes and watching them fly. And with so much hope and fun rolled into a gift, I just knew I was going to have to check out the other gifts Lou Babs and Moogs had to offer, but was also going to be keeping the Flying Wish Paper on my list of favorite gifts because it does have such a special feeling behind it.
After all this….do you remember that I told you red skies and birds remind me of my Mom? And remember my wish – Please let my Mom show me she is here with us.
Yesterday afternoon I was working away on my computer and I smelled the familiar smell of my Mom’s house right after she did laundry. I know what kind of laundry detergent she used, and I don’t use it. I smelled my shirt, that smell was there. I did a double smell because I couldn’t believe it, but it was no longer there…
Then last night, this is what I saw when I looked up.
This morning, this is what I saw when I woke up.
Let me preface this by saying, we don’t have a lot of people on our walkway, essentially just my family and I. Tonight, I was walking into the house after going to the store and stepped on something in our walkway.
I looked down, and this is what I found. A bell.
My Mom collected bells.
I think I received a sign that my Mom is here watching us. Maybe the Flying Paper Wish was coincidence, maybe it wasn’t. Either way, I just received a sign from my Mom that I will never, ever let go of.
I love you Mom, thank you for showing me you are still here with us.
I got chills. So glad your wish came true. š
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Me too…just thinking about it!
OMG Katie—I am crying…..
I don’t want you to cry Stephie…I love you….
I love you too….
Oh WOW Katie! What an awesome experience!!
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I know…It is surprising, awesome. weird, and just awesome…I can’t believe I had my blinders on…
so very cool !!! chills. I love Long Island Medium, and I AM a believer. So glad your mom contacted you
I knew you would relate!
That’s beautiful Katie. I’m glad you had a sign.
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Thanks Sheri…
Wow! Very touching….
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Very touching Katie…
That is beautiful my sweet friend…
Katie, that is absolutely beautiful. I can completely understand, and yes, they do come back to us in mysterious, beautiful and sometimes very simple ways. God is good!!! I think He allows this to happen in our lives because He understands the love that is there between us and our loved one. Thanks for sharing….Dianne
Wow! What wonderful moments!
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I believe in signs. Your mom is with you, no doubt.
i like your story mom its touching and cool to know shes still with us
I know, isn’t it Reece?
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Katie – I am the inventor and owner at Flying Wish Paper, and just saw your blog last night. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful story. I receive a lot of messages like this, but yours touched me deeply – so perfectly told. I lost my father just last month, and I feel his presence in many ways (like all of last night in my dreams, for example!). There are moments when I am overcome with a sense of his being here with me, and I stop and talk to him – just as you talk with your mom at the sight of the color red. I am so glad you were able to reach out to her with my simple product, and that she got your message – loud and clear, apparently! My best to you. Julia
Julia,
Thank you so much for your comment…the Flying Wish Paper is truly amazing….I am so sorry for the loss of your father, I know what you are going through.
I believe the Flying Wish Paper is something everyone should try, and a company I wrote a blog post for (Fancy Full Gifts) even purchased the Flying Wish Paper for her shop after reading my blog post.
Thank you!!
Katie – I would love to use your story and pictures in my own newsletter. After reading your blog here, I had a sweet phone call with my mother. She was putting up a small Christmas tree with ‘automatic’ lights, and the lights wouldn’t come on. She called out to my dad, ‘oh Del, I wish you were here’…and when she came back into the room, the tree lights were on. I want to incorporate your story and my mom’s story into a HOLIDAY newsletter. I would put it in front of you before I send it out. Thank you! Julia